Thursday, May 10, 2012

My friend,


Die Kornblume
Please don’t ever
Die, Die Kornblume
Or not before my time

Somehow by seed
By air
By boat
By chance
By the wing of a beautiful Schmetterling
Die Kornblume she did come

And then she left
And went away
And left me feeling numb

Dear Die Kornblume
I plead you now
Never, ever die

Die Kornblume
Please don’t leave me
Or not before my time

For the colours here won't be the same
If Die Kornblume does not shine

Die Kornblume please out live my life
If you'd be so kind

Sunday, May 6, 2012

And I groan



I’ve reached an age that I promised myself would manifest as a teen
The gut slackens along with all my bodily sinew
The hair falls out
Accepting and rolling over to age like a dog that wants its belly scratched because it can’t do it himself

And I groan and make noises as I lift my frame from the floor
And I groan at the realisation that one day my friends will be no more
And I groan knowing full well that it won’t get better
And I groan

I remember a time of party hats, cheerio’s and tomato sauce where I could be anything
And I groan
I remember defying an ill conception of physics as the trainer wheels came off
And I groan
I remember the furious masturbation state of a teenaged boy caught up in himself who was going to change the world
And I groan
I remember the day when I poured pints for upper class pricks
And I groaned at the start of every shift
I still groan and continue to

I remember making good friends who took wing and left
And I groan
I remember far less than I should as life takes its tole
And I groan
I remember with horrible vividness the day my little brother died
And I groan
I was informed last week I owe the IRD cash
And I groan
I remember a time when I believed in myself
And I groan
I remember the people who believe in me
And I groan
I am too scared to live, but I don’t want to die
And I groan and I groan and I groan as I’ve grown

And I groan

Saturday, May 5, 2012

Secretarian sectarian state

A sectarian by gone state of bigot pigs with impotent minds
Gave birth to semi concubine constructs
The typists, busy bodied, giggly school girl, college graduate interns posed no harm

They were made to pose nonetheless

They posed
Nude to ogling CEO’s
They posed
Silent questions to their confused morality
They posed
Not out of submissiveness, but perceived necessity
For minimum wage
They posed Nine to five, Five days a week
They posed

 “Those Sheila’s don’t know how good they’ve got it!” Said a curly tailed, intern, male sycophant, to the surrounding long pork at the after work drinks
A high heeled, perfumed flower sitting in the corner of the business round table smiled accordingly, as she poured out the whiskey and compliments to undeserving swine

It was expected you know
It was how Fridays go

It was expected she’d reel in the two day delight
Expecting the weekend accepting her plight
Expecting to cook and to clean until late Sunday night
Expecting nothing in return

And what if she was?
Expecting that is

She expected she’d be laid off on the spot
It was expected and thus was accepted

But not by all

For in between her degradation and coffee breaks; heretic pagans burnt their bras and worshipped their bodies in the streets, renouncing their faith in the self-appointed gender gods

The missionary positioned, conservative business men cowered in horror
The subservient wives grew strength on the backs of femenists
They in turn grew backs of their own
Then legs as they evolved
They stood on their own two feet And filed for emancipation

Those who had created inequality in their own image held desperatley on to their flaccid, defeated, dwindling members
They gathered in the dark corners of lodges, strip clubs and R.S.A’s staunchly for the whole world to forget

Lest we forget

Those brave ladies who fought for an equal world

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

23/04/75

A patronising patriarch repatriates his refugee pariah seed
His tear duct tide shows pure emotion, but offers neap at best
His gravity of consciousness allows no more, no less

Unconscious torrents ebb and flow in whole king tide proportions
He's glad his seed won't learn the truth
The plan for his abortion

A half hug on the birth of Christ
A card upon his own
His little seed feels like a weed
Completely all alone

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

By Suess you must help us

Harsh words lacked tact
As you attacked
The words spewed out and insults stacked
Fuck upon shit upon dick upon prick
Cunt upon dunce upon snitch upon bitch

A hyper sensitive sensory century
Left me deplored and abhorred with what had been said to me

Tears turned to sniffs as I mulled upon this
Fear turned to hate as I formed a clenched fist
I smashed my own image near the place where I piss
The mirror cut deeply, was this your wish?

The wound was then stitched and the skin it grew back
I still couldn’t heal from your harsh word attack

I’ll hold those words safely here inside my mind attic
Years from now I’ll attack unannounced and sporadic
Victory mine, so sweet, so emphatic

Human nature at worse is a cycling war tactic

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

A figure of speech

Who has my goat anyway?
I want it back

Stop getting on my nerves
It is starting to render me numb

What does that have to do with the price of fish?
It’s basic economics
Bullshit, they’re just sayings
Economics is a different kettle of fish all together

Someone got up on the wrong side of the bed today didn’t they?
No I fucking didn’t, I woke up in the centre of the garage floor with a hangover from hell

All I’m trying to say is that every cloud has a silver lining
Hydrogen, nuclear, mushroom

Dickhead!

Thursday, February 9, 2012

End of the rainbow

Did you ever find the end of the rainbow?
No
You got old and stopped caring.
Did you ever get that wish from blowing on countless weeds that looked like candy floss in the garden?
No
You grew up, you abandoned them, and you became a cynic

The silver tongued chicanery of mentors convinced you with science the true nature of rainbows
A homophobic dinosaur, long of tooth and resentful of his own lost youth convinced you that magic was for fairies

And just like that rainbows turned into nothing more than droplets of moisture hanging in the air
Secret wishes of giggling delight that once took flight to a far off land became a pissed off glare staring at a weed spreading its pesky seed over my manicured lawn

And I grew resentfully into myself
An adult